Is death honestly scarier than life?

There is alot that i could say about myself, very little of it good. Most people think i'm just hard on myself, but if you could see inside my heart you may begin to understand how much i deserve what i put on myself. And, after reading that, you may judge me, acutally, you probably will, but i don't care. Call me an emo or a faker. Call me freak or a loser. Call me a nerd and teenager. Call me any stereotype that you can think of, because in some odd way it WILL fit. An alcholic and a smoker. An addict and a witch. And, yet, though they all may fit i still stand here and become sickened by them. How can i not? The way that you classify me with a group that looks or acts like me. God, even the way that i sit here and classify you in the same way, storing that stupid information in my head and pulling it back up every time i see you. IT'S SICK AND YET I DO IT AS WELL! That makes me sick, doesn't it? Makes me hypocritical. Ha. Well, what can say? There is no escaping what society has built in your heart and brain. My proof? I cut out my heart a long time ago.

Reading, writing, contemplating the meaning of life and that kind of bullshit. You know, everything that an A student is supposed to...

If you could see my collection, you wouldn't ask this question.

Family Guy, House, Pushing Daisies, Big Bang Theory.... idk what else. I don't watch much TV

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! You do not want to get me listing these! But, my all time favoirtes (yes, with an S) is the twilight series. if you haven't read them you have a choice to make, get the fuck off my page, or go out and get them, sit your ass down, and don't stop reading until you have finished ATLEAST the first. My second favorite books are the Sweep series. They got me into some stuff that has practically saved my life. As for the rest, lets just use one word, HUNDREDS!